Malevolence goes both ways.
How many times should I stop and believe in myself,
I dont believe much in anything.
Ive seen enough of the pain and the shame and the blame,
It dont amount up to anything.
Now I,
Rewind back to a time where I could do anything and pay any price.
And I,
Need time cause' im starting to think that the promises aint worth the sacrifice

How many nights should I walk in my sleep,
and I dream of how much I wanna run away
Ive had enough of the stress and the mess
I cant take anymore I gotta getaway
Now I,
Know why im empty inside and im sure ive only got myself to blame.
And I,
Dont try to view the lies its just a waste of time i'll never be the same

And I cant go on.
And I cant explain.
What everyones going on,
lifes falling away.
And I cant rewind.
And theres no escape.
Its been so long and I just dont feel the same.

There's nothing for me here.
I gave you my life and its fading away.
There's nothing for me here.
I gave you my life just to fade away.
How many times should I stop and belive in myself,
I dont belive much in anything.
There's nothing for me here.
There's nothing for me here.
I gave you my life just to fade away.