Malevolence goes both ways.
Mike's laptop doesn't have russian letters, so this one'll be in english.
Quite symbholic, you know)

I mean, I was chilling out with these guys, hell yeah, but god... They are cool, smart and so on, still it is a problem - all this stuff is not mine. Like no freaking way. And if the most people are like that here?
Well, at least I finally got, what I am afraid of so badly.
I'm really scared about losing myself in here - my individuality, my view of life... everything I was trying to be, get or whatever...
I am scared, that by the time I return home, I'll become the kind of guy I hate so much now.

I've held on too long just to let it go now,
Will my inner strength get me through it some how
Defying the curse that has taken hold
Never surrender,
I'll never be overcome!