Malevolence goes both ways.
I've no guarantees
I'll recognize my disease
Before my time has gone
It's all I've found
Can't get the hell off the ground
Out from under my feet

Promises and wishes all mean nothing
When it's me that I'm speaking to
Wanting something
Won't mean I will see it through

I don't need to see these visions to remind me
That I'm dying from the inside out
Wanting you here
It still means I must do without

I can't criticize your reasons for living
When you're the one missing them
Wanting, dreaming
That I may find where they come from

I've tried to
But can't get it through
I need to
God is all I've found
Can't get the hell off the ground
Out from under my feet